a is for adult.

several words define my life right now.

responsibility

loneliness

discipline

survival

brokenness

boldness

joy

obligation

growth

...

adult

the other day i realized that i am officially a grown-up.

i still long for my youth...which was only 6 months ago.

i am continually learning how to be broken joyfully.

it hasn't been easy.

life is much easier when it is not controlled by one's emotions.

in the past i have relied too much on friends...almost the the point of idolization.

no more...

slowly i am becoming content with being with just myself.

it has allowed me precious time to spend with God that i have never stopped to experience.

i am joyful, content, broken, lonely.