where my sanity lies...

during this time in my life i am clinging to a few things...

my love for reading

my love for jesus

and

these two verses...

now glory be to God! by his mighty power at work within us he is able to accomplish infinitely more than we would ever dare to ask or hope. eph 3:20

my daughter, if you accept my words and store up my commands within you, turning your ear to wisdom and applying your heart to understanding, and if you call out for insight and cry aloud for understanding, and if you look for it as for silver and search for it as hidden treasure, then you will understand the fear of the Lord and find knowledge of God. for the Lord gives wisdom and from His mouth come knowledge and understanding. proverbs 2:1-6

(thanks calli)

everything else seems to be unstable.

i find myself clinging so tightly to wisdom and understanding that i might strangle them. searching for them so intently i might scare them away.

i pray that wisdom and understanding do not flee from me.

i need them.

they make the water i am treading seem effortless.