scared kitten!

this literally made my day...no year!!

!!!!

super pumped!

i heart rob pattinson!

a is for adult.

several words define my life right now.

responsibility

loneliness

discipline

survival

brokenness

boldness

joy

obligation

growth

...

adult

the other day i realized that i am officially a grown-up.

i still long for my youth...which was only 6 months ago.

i am continually learning how to be broken joyfully.

it hasn't been easy.

life is much easier when it is not controlled by one's emotions.

in the past i have relied too much on friends...almost the the point of idolization.

no more...

slowly i am becoming content with being with just myself.

it has allowed me precious time to spend with God that i have never stopped to experience.

i am joyful, content, broken, lonely.

love and marriage

congratulations, mark and katie.

i love you both so much.

i cant wait to see how the Lord blesses your marriage.

i am so sad that i could not be at the engagement celebration tonight!

via sweeterie

...i want to see new moon, again

and again

and again

and again

addiction.

::post script::

dear roommates,

you are the best. you have made this austin adventure a true learning experience.

dear cupcakes,

you sit in the kitchen all day long talking to me. i do wish you would be quiet. you are driving me crazy! i am throwing you away...no more temptation!

dear friends scattered around texas,

i miss yall like crazy!! i am wishing that we would have made more videos during our short time in college. they would be fun to watch now...

dear thanksgiving,

please rejuvenate me.

dear nacogdoches,

here i come!!! i am so ready to swing, go to hastings, see the Woods, see the Irelans, and of course my family (including millie, mollie, maggie, midget, miss. kitty, and pumpkin spice latte!!!) eek i am so excited.

dear books,

you are burning a hole in my bag. i can't wait to read and relax!!

dear red lipstick,

you are currently my favorite play toy!

gobble gobble!

our God is in control.

This is not how it should be
This is not how it could be
This is how it is
And our God is in control

This is not how it will be
When we finally will see
We'll see with our own eyes
He was always in control

And we'll sing holy, holy, holy is our God
And we will finally really understand what it means
So we'll sing holy, holy, holy is our God
While we're waiting for that day

This is not where we planned to be
When we started this journey
But this is where we are
And our God is in control

Though this first taste is bitter
There will be sweetness forever
When we finally taste and see
That our God is in control

And we'll sing holy, holy, holy is our God
And we will finally really understand what it means
So we'll sing holy, holy, holy is our God
While we're waiting for that day

We're waiting for that day
We'll keep on waiting for that day
And we will rise
Our God is in control